Sunday, 15 September 2013

Transformation

Words from a new sister serving at Doors....

When I reflect on DOORS Ministry, one of the first words that come to my mind is transformation.

Evidence of God's presence and favor upon DOORS is so loudly proclaimed in each transformed life that has come in contact with the ministry. From short-term mission teams and volunteers, to former street boys and families living in the slums. God is transforming lives here.

  • Former street boys living lives of theft and hopelessness have been transformed into diligent young men of faith that jump at every opportunity to give whatever they have and serve their brothers and leaders.
  • Former American college students living with promising futures and job prospects have been transformed into Ugandan aunties that work tirelessly and yet, also completely fulfilled and joyfully, to feed 15+ mouths daily and tend to 90+ sick and previously overlooked children.
  • Former single mothers who desperately sell their bodies to provide food and school fees for their children have been transformed into empowered women who meet twice a week to learn English, have Bible study, and make beads and backpacks as a means for providing for their family.

DOORS Ministry has been a tool of Christ's to transform lives in Uganda. The evidence surrounds me everyday, not only in my own life, but the lives of every other person I come in contact with here.

In fact, just weeks ago another major, more tangible, transformation took place at DOORS: the living room was transformed into a classroom. The boys are now two weeks into their homeschool Accelerated Christian Education curriculum, and it has already become clear to all of us that their education has been transformed.

Before starting homeschool, each of the teenage boys were enrolled in a local primary school...fourteen and fifteen year old boys in classes with eight and nine year olds. They were made fun of by not only their classmates for being the oldest in the classroom, but also their teachers who would at times mock the boys if they didn't know the correct answer when called upon. While each of the boys were of course thankful for the opportunity to go to school, that type of environment is far less than ideal for building and strengthening a teenage boy's confidence, let alone facilitating learning when you are already struggling and behind due to the years spent living on the streets.

"I feel like now I can really learn and nobody is making fun of me. That is the best part."
"I understand things better now, and can read better."
"I like working at my own pace. It helps me when I learn."
"Nobody's laughing at me anymore, I'm not the grandpa of the class."

Those are just a handful of quotes from the boys when asked about being homeschooled. Education transformed.

Not only are the boys learning at faster rates, their confidence levels have skyrocketed. Morris, who formerly would speak as little English as possible, hasn't spoken a word of Luganda to me in the past 3 days and even prayed out loud in English the other night. Richard and Timothy have already blown through one grade level faster than anyone could have anticipated and are looking forward to starting the next, as soon as we can get the copies made! Edwin is figuring out how many bowls are needed to serve dinner for the night by practicing his math outloud: 8 boys + 3 uncles + 4 aunties + 2 children + 3 guests... Ivan is asking to be tested on social science terms while cooking dinner...hours after class dismissal. Bwanika and Fred are constantly asking if they can borrow books to practice their reading, on a Saturday.

These lives have been transformed, yet again. Praise God.


Friday, 13 September 2013

Defenders


Two weeks ago, I found him in his room curled up with a picture book, quietly reading to the 3 year old little boy that lives in our house. The one that always wanted to be alone.

He faced his fears and gathered his confidence and he prayed in English last night, in front of the entire family and guests. The one who hasn’t had the confidence to speak what he knows how to say. 

He came and volunteered in the clinic. The one who has HIV.

And after the meal, this one, he brought our Grandma a basin and he washed her hands. The one who has always excelled at everything he does, humbling himself. 

I walked into the living room to see another one sitting among books, patiently working with his friend on his reading. Two years ago he didn’t know his alphabet. 

He led worship for our house a few weeks back. The one who used to sit through prayer times like we were pulling out his teeth. 

He was able to help out with a program for street kids last weekend, helping the kids do their work and they called him ‘uncle.’ The one who used to be the biggest disturbance. 

When Aunt Katie took the boys on a run, this one stayed by her side the entire time while the others ran off. The one who used to attack, now defending.

That’s not a street kid. 



Monday, 9 September 2013

Calamine and Chick-Fil-A


Today I found myself complaining. Complaining about our eight teenage boys who are acting like teenage boys, sisters leaving the country as God calls them elsewhere for the time, mosquitos, a bank account that requires us to live on our daily bread, and problem after problem that keep coming up. 

 I know this is from the Lord, because in the moment I was too ruffled with my stank face on to even seek Jesus...But in the midst of my inner fuming I heard this: 

You have to be willing to live by faith. You can’t just live by faith because you have to. 

And being willing to deal with teenage boy mood swings, best friends who are going back to the land of Reeses cups and Chick-fil-A, and looking at our bank account every morning to see if we have what we need for the day are all a part of what it looks like right now for me to live by faith. 

To trust. 

It’s hard to trust when you aren’t willing to. 
It’s hard to trust when you feel like you are trusting because you have to, not because you want to. 
It’s hard to look at Jesus and sing His praises when you’ve made Him your last resort instead of your first choice. 

And then those children become a burden, the rude ‘mzungu’ comments make you roll your eyes and snap back, the daily checking the bank account leads to questions of “Lord, do you care?! Where are you?!,” and the mosquito that gets trapped in your net and begins a full blown attack in the middle of the night becomes a breaking point even when the bug spray is right next to the bed. 

If we aren’t willing to be where we are, it’s easy to feel oppressed by that place. Selfishness rises up as “I don’t want to be here!” becomes louder than God’s praises. We feel stuck. 

So whether it’s the number that’s in your bank account... 
      Or a sister who is leaving on an airplane in a few days ....
Or the mosquito that leaves you crying on your bathroom floor in the middle of the night covered in Calamine lotion.... 

We have to be WILLING to live by faith. Every day. 

God loves a willing heart. A heart that is so bound to His by love that it is not just obedient but willing. A heart like Christ. He didn’t give his life up because he had to, but because He was willing to. 

As God has been patiently teaching me to pray for myself to have a willing heart to live by faith -- He is opening my eyes to my brothers and sisters in Christ that surround me every day and the beauty of their faith. Because where our bank account may be low to buy food, I know there are nights when many of my friends don’t have food in their houses. There is no bank account, there is no ‘low,’ there is nothing. 

Yet the P R A I S E that comes forth! The joy that surrounds them. And their confident “He will provide!” 

They haven’t chosen Jesus because He is their only option. An empty stomach doesn’t make them question God’s goodness, it makes them more thankful for what He has given them already. 

They are willing to be where God has them, because His love is truly enough for them. 

Great surrender leads to great willingness.

Tuesday, 3 September 2013

Edwin Update

We brought a very thankful and joyful Edwin home from the hospital today WITHOUT a cast!! Unfortunately, before the cast removal they had to perform another surgical procedure that they were not expecting to perform and we were not expecting to pay for! We left the hospital today with an outstanding bill of $1300. If you would like to contribute towards Edwin's medical bills - you can donate online here at our blog (the link is under the main image on the right) or you can mail a check to Doors Ministries
282 Lee Road
Cottontown, TN 37048

Just make sure to put "Edwin" in the memo line!


Thank you all so much for your prayers and your support! 

Friday, 30 August 2013

Edwin


We want to thank each and every one of you that reached out to us with prayer and funds after our last medical blog. God is faithful to His kids and many of our sponsorships have been covered. In light of all the blessings we have received, we have incurred some more medical expenses for Edwin. The process for his cast removal will be more expensive than expected. 
We were told by the doctor today that he will need another x-ray, along with a minor surgical procedure to remove the 2 metal pins that have held his ankle together the past 7 weeks. Instead of the expected $400 it has increased to $800, and we have $200 towards the surgery so far. We are looking to raise $600 in the next week for Edwin.

Like any kid with an itchy, uncomfortable cast, Edwin is ready to have it removed. Even with all the delay and lack of funds, Edwin has been amazingly patient. He is an example to all of us what joy looks and acts like in the midst of trials. He has that same smile with or without the cast, but we have a feeling it’s going to get even brighter once it’s removed! 

If you are interested in giving, whether in part or in full, towards Edwin’s cast removal; please visit our blog at http://www.hispicketfence.blogspot.com  to give through paypal or send a donation by check to:  
Doors Ministries
282 Lee Road
Cottontown, TN 37048 

4 seconds.


 Jack gave a really good lesson before our day started on the Nile rapids.  Don’t let go of your T-grip, if I say paddle, do it like your life depends on it (because it just might), if I say get down and hold on, do it, and no matter what- don’t panic.  If you go under you will pop up in about 4-10 seconds.  

 I had been rafting a few times before, nothing like the Nile, but I was pretty sure I could handle it. I like adventure, I like outside, I like water,  I can do at least 10 push-ups.  Let’s raft!  My Bear Grills mentality was going strong up until I adjusted my life vest and met our bearded guide Jack who looked like he could wrestle a crocodile while going down a class 6 rapid.  I didn’t have much time to think about how scared I was because after our 10-minute lesson on how to survive the Nile we were off.  Jack informed us that the first rapid was a class 5 and the most dangerous of the day.  

Gulp.  Paddle. Breathe.

We didn’t flip and we all were pretty proud of ourselves.

The next rapid came quickly.  We did everything Jack told us to do.  The wave came as fast and high as the last one.  Before I knew it I didn’t feel the boat under my butt, wait… where is my paddle?... where is the surface?... Oh crap… rocks…it seemed a lot longer than it was.  I had time to ask Jesus to pop me up out of the water, I had time to remember Psalm 27 I read that morning, I had time to remember that Jack was gonna yell at me for not holding on tight enough... then I saw the sun. 

Whew.  I can breathe.

Some ripped rescue kayaker came quickly, and as quickly as it happened I was back with my friends and Jack handing me my paddle. 

God taught me a lot in those 4 seconds.  There have been countless times in Uganda when my fear threatened to overtake my faith, times when I just wasn’t strong enough to hold on, moments when my greatest loves and desires looked me in the face and said “You’re not good enough.”  I always come to the surface, the sun beaming down, and Jesus is right there handing me my paddle, pulling me back in.  Jesus is with me and I am all in to His adventure. 

“The Lord is my light and my salvation- whom shall I fear?  The Lord is the stronghold of my life- of whom shall I be afraid?” –Psalm 27:1

Wednesday, 21 August 2013

Prossy and Crew


I find myself with a lot of questions living in Uganda. What is helping and what is hurting? Is offering free medical care to a family hurting them more than helping them? What if I know that they have absolutely no money to go to the doctor? Do I stand by and say “Pray harder” or “Sorry, you should have made more money for yourself.” 

Of course, none of that goes through your head when you get a phone call that a little girl from your school has been unconscious with a fever for most of the day. You don’t think about how your medical budget has dwindled to nothing when your holding that eight year old against your chest, crying as you pray over her, for the twenty minutes it takes to get the hospital. 

I am fully aware that paying for every persons medical bills in Doors Primary and the slum of Namuwongo is not sustainable and that there needs to be a better way to help children and families who cannot afford their medical care, but until that method is developed we are relying on your sponsorship. 

Friends, we’re in desperate need for medical sponsorships. This is one of the many cases that have come up in the past month, and we struggle to pay for these cases and the cases that are to come. 

Please pray about partnering with us to support DOORS medical work within the slum of Namuwongo, as well as, a case within our own home. If you are interested in helping sponsor one of the cases below, there are two ways that you can contribute. You can mail a check to the address below, or click on the link below to access our Paypal account through our blog. You can e-mail us with any questions at findingyourfence@gmail.com. 

Doors Ministries
282 Lee Road                                           
Cottontown, TN 37048 

 http://www.hispicketfence.blogspot.org


Prossy...Prossy is the eight year old girl that we found unconscious with a fever and took to the hospital. She tested positive for a very strong case of malaria, (a normal malaria blood count has 5-10 parasites and her blood count contained 50 parasites) which led to a 4 day hospital stay and intense treatment. We are looking for a sponsorship to cover her medical bills of $82. If you are interested in sponsoring Prossy, whether partially or in full, please include her name in the memo line of your check or on your paypal donation. 






Edwin... Edwin is a boy within the Doors Home who at the beginning of July, had a bicycle accident and broke his ankle as well as dislocated it. He was rushed into surgery and was put in a cast for the next 8 weeks. The boys within the Doors Home are covered with a medical sponsorship, but the sponsorship was not enough to pay for the $3000 surgery. For Edwin’s case, we had a few donors come forward and help with the surgery, but now at the end of his 8 weeks he needs to have his cast removed and the metal taken out of his ankle. We are looking to be able to remove his cast and his metal implants within the next week, but we are lacking the $400 to make this happen. If you are interested in sponsoring Edwin, whether partially or in full, please put “Edwin” in the memo line of your check or on your paypal donation.





Vivian, Alex, and Justine... Justine is the mother to Prossy, as Vivian and Alex are her brother and sister, all who also fell sick with malaria during the time that Prossy was hospitalized. We were able to treat them all before the malaria progressed for a total of $28. If you are interested in sponsoring Prossy’s family, please put “Justine” in the memo line of your check or on your paypal donation.




Simon... Simon is a 9 year old boy who is in the nursery class in Doors Primary. For the 17 months that we have known him, he has had a double ear infection that oozes from his ears. We have taken him to the hospital several times and he has been treated with iv medication, steroids, and antibiotics; but nothing has been able to stop this ear infection that he has had since he was born. It causes him much pain and he is very behind in school, due to many sick days and not being able to hear well. We are beginning to save money to help Simon get a much needed surgery. We are unsure of how much the total hospital stay and surgery will be, but we are looking to raise a start up fund of $2000 before we proceed with Simon getting the surgery. If you are interested in sponsoring Simon, whether partially or in full, please put “Simon” in the memo line of your check or on your paypal donation.




The next step that Doors is trying to take in order to have more sustainable medical care, is to be able to test for malaria and provide medications to our children in Namuwongo from our own outreach center.  We have the nurse, we have the clinic, and we have plenty of sick kids. What’s missing?  The medications and blood testing equipment.  The needed funds for the testing and the medications are $300.  If you are interested in sponsoring the Namuwongo Clinic, whether partially or in full, please put “Clinic” in the memo line of your check or on your paypal donation.  



If these sponsorships become fully funded, any additional gifts will help Doors Ministries continue to provide quality medical care to more of the people we serve.